Many things happened before,during and after my exam week. I have forgotten about the flow of these events but do not worry :) I had captured bits of the memories and here goes ~
Time with Zhen and Soon at Zanmai during Soon's so call birthday celebration.
Ebidon~ Chicken Katsudon~
Soon's dunno what ramen =.="
Inari xD
This was before we go back after our finals. Had an outing with Wee at The Mines :) Had Carl's Jr and watched clash of the titans~
Yum Yum :)
Chilli Beef fries xD
These are the times before finals ends... Busy with project,studies and also celebrate Loo's 20th birthday :)
This bottle appears when having study stress xD
Our static project~
Loo's and his cake xD And also egg cracking ceremony ~
On the 10th of February, Fish left to Australia... Miss you!!!!! Fucking come back la!!!
So these are the little bit of the memory I captured...How good if I can take everything down as a video?? That's not possible thought....too bad :) But little is better then nothing xD Anyways, hope to see these people soon :) And also, I started my job at Adidas Originals in Sunway Pyramid. It is a job I will not introduce to anyone...let's say the employer sucks....too bad...anyways, I'll just take my pay and leave when it's time :) So long for tonight~
Before I start telling story again, lets look at today's picture :)
Home cook Udon~
I don't know what happened to me today...all I did was sleeping haha! Woke up early in the morning so that dad can drop me at uni...was supposed to go to the 10am class but I slept in my room till its 11 haha! Became a sleepy head nowadays.... Mom was up early to prepare lunch for me...thx mom for the udon mee above :) much appreciate and it is real good~ nothing beats moma's cooking :P
Basically today is just as normal as usual just with a little extra which is taking care of the booth we set up for our carnival which will be held on Thursday. Really hope it will be a success cause we only manage to sell off 23 books of ticket out of 200....anyways...hope for the best and prepare for the worst!! Guys let's put in more effort tomorrow :)
Everything started when I was chatting with Shirleen on msn just now :P As you know, nowadays the weather is so hot and it barely rains...then suddenly Shirleen told me that Subang is raining...and I asked her to bring some rain over :D Sounds stupid eh?? Basically that is how and what we chat everyday :D She suggested me to do the rain dance I did last time which really works, and I did!! Nothing happened!!!! So pissed... The second thing I know, it was raining outside....I was eating my udon mee and rain dancing!!! It helps!!!! RAWR!!!! Witch Doctor John !!!! :D Udon rox!!!! :D
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ Its raining its raining~~~ lalalalala!! Rain~ Please turn the heat down~~many thanks ya :) But now I got to off my laptop cause it is thundering outside :O Off I go :)
What says you??
PS: 1)Rain dancing is basically jumping up and down while listening to the music :D 2)Mr thunder please don't zap my lappie :) thanks!~
First and foremost, I wanna thank Jess, Jolene and JJ for today :) Was supposed to go church with them but I can't because I don't have transport during that time...I felt so bad because I promised Jess but I can't attend on the eleventh hour...so so sorry :( But still....I kept my promised like a man rawr!! Went over to Jojo's Pan Mee shop for lunch and had the promised snowflakes together :)
There's a picture :P
Yummy-ness :)
Nowadays, I'm just hooked with snowflakes...can't get it off my mind...need weekly dose or I will be emo hahaha :P Had real laugh during our time there today....chat,insult,laugh like nobody's business :P And and I met a new friend too which is Jess and Jolene's cousin---JJ hahaha!!! Nice to meet you :P
Today I felt something different...I was anti social but what happened today just wake me up :) Mixing with fun people are always fun :) Need to keep those fun peoples around me hehe~ Now I can really feel my world is changing for the better ^^ thx guys~ Really hope to go out with you guys soon :) Is the world starting to be fair for me??!?! I will say not because....I MISSED ALARICE LIVE PERFORMANCE!!!!!! DAMN!!!! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is always a better tomorrow :) Pray for a better tomorrow and make tomorrow better :)
As what the title said, I did something good today :D Well, today I decided to take things differently, with walking around the uni....I found a handphone :D So cool~~ and its an expensive one too~~ What should I do?? I asked myself... And I decided to give it back to the owner of that phone :) I didn't call anyone on the caller ID cause its private...I gave it back to the person which I knew from the caller ID :) Everything is settled and I got a big thank you :) Aren't that great??
And as usual, I miss her a lot :) Eric, I appreciate your advises :) thx ^^ Still, there is so much things I wanna ask her...wanna tell to her.... I hope that one day I get the chance to ask her out :)
The title really makes me think...spend every single moment thinking... Why would we come down to that conclusion?? Why is she stop chatting with me as usual on msn?? Why are her responses so dull against me?? Why??.....
I'm a jackass to begin with... The blames on me and I don't even care anymore...cause everything is crumbling down...
Sometimes I doubt what can the universe provide me instead of what I can providing for the universe? Can this world be fair for me? Can it even change just a little....Is asking a little bit so hard to fulfill?? Is a little bit so much??
Why can't I get my answer?? I got finite questions but infinite answers... Things have changed...and I couldn't care more....cause I can't keep up anymore.... All I can do is wait for you babe... Wish you all the best :) Watch you from your shadows ^^
Many things happened these few days...between me and her but I won't talk bout it cause these things are to keep as private & confidential... With the little amount of sleep, I thought I can endure as I'm used to it but today is the first time it backfires me.... Must be because of the mental stresses and also what happened between ** I just lost myself.... I think I'm losing consciousness...when I was climbing up the stairs to my hostel, out of the sudden I lost my balance and my vision became blurry...I squatted down and closed my eyes...all I see was her :)
The first thing I did when I reached my room was lie down on my bed and space out staring at the wall...Was thinking about her....re-reading all the texts she texted me...sure is funny,happy and also lovely...I made a promise with her....Babe will you let me fulfill it when the time comes?
I browsed her facebook too just like usual...and you know what? She changed her status from single to in an open relationship with her friend(girl)... I felt this heartache...tears filled my eyes...I just don't know what is happening....I wan her badly!!! I wan to be there for her always!! I wan to be useful to her...
Am I just a failure? I really want to see her,call her,text her...She is everything for me now... Right now...I just don't know how she feels for me all these time, did she check out my facebook as I did because some post are meant for her to read,and also did she read my blog like always? Everything become blurry... Everything become back to square one... But I will not stop waiting for her cause of this small obstacles! I'm must stay strong!!! I'm strong enough for her to depend on me when she is down!!! I'm the best!!! RAWR!!!
This song I wanna dedicate to you babe... please listen to it...
It has been a busy for me cause of assignments,project,quizzes and tests.... So annoying... Anyhow, I still enjoy my times with my lovely housemates at my hostel by insulting each other and laugh after that, borrowed Tun Yan's car and we went to MacD 1 in the morning to have our table talk there hehe...time are nicely spent...but not in studying lol!!! screw it :P
Lately, I got this habit of Youtubing and listening to song with lyrics there....and and...i found a song last 2 nights and was totally hooked...omg...been repeating the same old song for so many times!!! even my sis say I'm insane lol...haha who cares right? As long as the music amuse me then it is okay :)
There, enjoy it :)
So many things happened between 'us' and all I can say is....you are in my head just like how the song sings it :) In my head? Yup, you will always be :)
A miracle happened today weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ I didn't know I'm gifted to be a witchdoctor lol!!!! It happened like this ....
Today is as hot as always :) with the 36.5 degree celsius weather...everything MELTS!!! even ME!!!!
Before I wanted to even give up playing my laptop, I post on my facebook :
How many times i need to repeat myself!!! It is so freaking hot!!!!! die u sunny weather!! Give me rain!! rawr!!!
and after that I went to sleep lol!!! Before I wake up, it was noisy outside and guess what? It RAINS!!!! Huahuahauahua!!! Rain rain come again~ Aren't I a gifted witchdoctor? I don't even need to do rain dance :)
On this lovely Sunday, I decided to post this! Hope that you guys enjoy it :)
************************************************************************************* For those single take the tips on how to decide your life partner and those married... how do you keep your life partner.
FINDING AND KEEPING A LIFE PARTNER
by Dov Heller, M.A. When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake.
Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Miss. Right!
If you ask most couples who are engaged why they’re getting married, they’ll say: ‘We’re in love’; I believe this is the ..1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound ‘not politically correct’, there’s a profound truth here.
Love is not the basis for getting married.. Rather, love is the result of a good marriage. When the other ingredients are right, then the love will come. Let me say it again: ‘You can’t build a lifetime relationship on love alone’; You need a lot more!!! Here are five questions you must ask yourself if you’re serious about finding and keeping a life partner.
QUESTION ..1: Do we share a common life purpose? Why is this so important? Let me put it this way: If you’re married for 20 or 30 years, that’s a long time to live with someone. What do you plan to do with each other all that time? Travel, eat and jog together? You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need a common life purpose. Two things can happen in a marriage: (1) You can grow together, or (2)you can grow apart. 50% of the people out there are growing apart. To make a marriage work, you need to know what you want out of life! Bottom line; marry someone who wants the same thing.
QUESTION ..2: Do I feel safe expressing my feelings and thoughts with this person? This question goes to the core of the quality of your relationship. Feeling safe means you can communicate openly with this person. The basis of having good communication is trust i.e.. trust that I won’t get ‘punished’; or hurt for expressing my honest thoughts and feelings. A colleague of mine defines an abusive person assomeone with whom you feel afraid to express your thoughts and feelings. Be honest with yourself on this one. Make sure you feel emotionally safe with the person you plan to marry.
QUESTION ..3: Is he/she a mensch? A mensch is someone who is a refined and sensitive person. How can you test? Here are some suggestions. Do they work on personal growth on a regular basis? Are they serious about improving themselves? A teacher of mine defines a good person as ’someone who is always striving to be good and do the right ‘;. So ask about your significant other: What do they do with their time? Is this person materialistic? Usually a materialistic person is not someone whose top priority is character refinement. There are essentially two types of people in the world: (1) People who are dedicated to personal growth and (2) people who are dedicated to seeking comfort. Someone whose goal in life is to be comfortable will put personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing. You need to know that before walking down the aisle.
QUESTION ..4: How does he/she treat other people? The one most important thing that makes any relationship work is the ability to give. By giving, we mean the ability to give another person pleasure. Ask: Is this someone who enjoys giving pleasure to others or are they wrapped up in themselves and self-absorbed? To measure this, think about the following: How do they treat people whom they do not have to be nice to, such as waiters, bus boys, taxi drivers, etc.. How do they treat their parents and siblings? Do they have gratitude and appreciation? If they don’t have gratitude for the people who have given them everything; can you do nearly as much for them? You can be sure that someone, who treats others poorly, will eventually treat you poorly as well.
QUESTION ..5: Is there anything I’m hoping to change about this person after we’re married? Too many people make the mistake of marrying someone with the intention of trying to ‘improve’; them after they’re married. As a colleague of mine puts it: ‘You can probably expect someone to change after marriage for the worse’ If you cannot fully accept this person the way they are now, then you are not ready to marry them. In conclusion, dating doesn’t have to be difficult and treacherous. The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less with your heart. It pays to be as objective as possible when you are dating; to be sure to ask questions that will help you get to the key issues. Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring on your finger, you don’t want to find yourself trouble because you didn’t do your homework :)
This might be true or might not and I know not everyone will agree on this but it seems very logical for me. But anyways, when you are in the heat of 'love', everything is blind :D Just do our best and I know that there aren't anything problem that we cannot solve together unless it is a forced/planned marriage :)
Here is a song I wanna share with you guys :) Miss your loved ones? Listen to this then :)
They are special so treat them special :) It is not easy to have a mutual liking/love between both parties,when it comes, this is what everyone call fate :) So treasure it cause it is not permanent :) Every little effort inserted is never a waste and when time comes, you will know that even the impermanence will be permanent :)
Yesterday was a splendid day for me,Zhen and Soon or maybe was it only me? Woke up 8.30 in the morning and head for class...Imagine a 1 and a half hour sleep lol....was screwed lol!!! Who cares xD After all the classes finished, I followed my friend's car as he drop me at pyramid for my outing with my lovelies :D Waited there quite a while cause Zhen's dad wasn't free to send him here and Soon waited us at FTZ LOL!!! Hahahaha!!!
Had our lunch at our 1st family restaurant!!( Zanmai Sushi) LOVE it!!! As usual, raw eggs on my ebidon ~ lovely~~
After some chat, we head to Point Extreme....Had 3 campaign of L4D2 and 4 hours of Serious Sam!!!! The joy-hood of Serious Zhen,Serious Sew,Serious Soon in action xD First time ever...we made it into new maps and its freaking awesome!!! But after 4 hours of game play...it sort off turned annoying lol!!!! But who cares xD
Headed to our 2nd family restaurant *Carl.Jr* hahahahahaha!! Much chatter there :P Anyways, really thank you guys for today :) Every second.every chat,every laugh is all we ever wanted~ Hope to go out with you guys soon~
After they had left,I got no choice but to linger around pyramid lol!! No one fetch me home!!! Got to wait for sis to finish her dinner with her friends and then bye bye pyramid ~ Can't wait to lie down on my bedo :D Never ever felt that sleeping is so addictive hahahaha!
It was on 18th of February... Weather was terribly hot as always...didn't know staying in hostel will be so hot till every action results in sweating...what to do? Blame the weather :P
Due to the weather, we quickly get bored of what we were doing...so we decided to invite Ker Keng to dine together~ We had our dinner at our usual pan mee stall and suddenly, we came up with a stupid idea..which is go study at genting xD How stupid can we be? xD
We decided to drive till Gohtong Jaya and take the skyway cable car up genting and that happened...haha.. Well, our motive of going up is actually to study and enjoy the air there BUT due to it is still Chinese New Year, many leng luis oo~ haha...go there wash eye eh? After walking around, we decided to stop by MacD ~ BUT Ker Keng and I got plans up our sleeves hehe~~ We headed to Safari haha and dumped both MJ and Yee Chong at MacD...felt bad :( Sorry~
Smirnoff and Heineken beer~
Ker Keng and me ~ A K 47 and Morning Breeze~
Me,Yee Chong, MJ and Ker Keng on the cable car~
It was a tiring night for us xD Had taxi drove us down to our car and we rush back to uni~ Reached uni at 6.30am and sleep for an hour and a half till our new cycle of the day :D Pleasant experience I can say :P Lets do more of these crazy things before we grow old :P Cheers~~!!!
I never ever dare to imagine that this will happen to me... As what the title says, today is the first day of Chinese New Year and also Valentine's day :)
Woke up in the morning with a big smile on my face then I turn all moody...why? Because I dreamt about her....but I can't embrace her when I woke up.... How much I wanted to touch her...
But I guess, seeing her from afar is good enough as I don't wanna screw things up anymore... I don't wanna hurt others and also go as far as hurting some guy's pride...
Things might be emotional on first day of CNY but it ain't a problem :) Slept through out the day and always put a smile hoping to dream her again ~
I can't put you off my mind so I chose to keep you forever :) Even if we do not contact each other anymore or often... You will always be the one I care for and I will not forget our little moments:) Wish you a happy Chinese New Year and a belated Valentine's day :)
Before I end this...I wanna say this... I know things will be much worst but you don't wanna drop me... I guess I should make the move...I will always watch your back from afar... If things get too rough,let me know...I will be glad to help... Sorry for everything till now...Love you always!!! Bye :(
Every morning, I woke up thinking of you,your texts and wanting to see your picture before I start my day...sometimes even wanna hold you,hug you so much... Well, I know those things won't happen cause you have chose your path and nowadays you also stop texting me , msn me...never get to feel you by my side anymore... I just wanna know why even if you won't tell me? Maybe you even stop reading my blog...well that's how I feel for now...
Oh well, there is nothing I can do right? Be it cause she is avoiding now? I do like to chat with her now =((
I also know that there is so many things you kept and not telling me... It might be bad or good but I never bother asking... Anyhow, I miss you every single moment... Signing in facebook and look at your picture while listening to
is what moves me....enjoy the song with lyrics :)
Well,seeking another is not my league anymore...missing you is where I stand :) Wish you have a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day =)
Wish others Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day too :) Have a blast yeah~
Today is KaiWeez's big day :) We had it at MOS...going to the club on a planned day sure is nice :) Fancy seeing KaiWeez's friends too ~ At first we thought the club gonna be empty but it isn't :P Was packed when the clock hit 11.30pm last night and so the PARTY begins wakakaka!!! Well as usual, driver don't drink much so...I just had few sips and that's it :) Saw Kaye Kaye and her sis there too !!! hahahaha!!!
Had shots with Kaye, her sis and her cousin :)
Yeah, the party was like hell!! Wild as always :) But I got to watch their back yo! They are careless in every ways :)
Weez was drunk and he slept outside of MOS for a while hahaha!! Got to make sure that he was okay enough to sit in a car lol!!! Don't want him to puke in my sis's car :P And again, reached home and took care of him before he is even able to sleep...What a blast yeah? HAPPY BIRTHDAY Wee :) 20 liao lo...big man d :) BTW, happy chinese new year and happy valentine too :) Cheers!!!
Never in my life, I actually felt that skipping class is so meaningful to me.... Sitting down under a tree reading my story book and thinking bout what had happened.... Everything just fills the air. With my radio turned on,love song played from the station... Those feeling which I can't describe took control of me.Tears wet my eyes and literally I felt relieved for the actions I took before this. I've have grown! I did the right thing!
I've just realized that I'm really a bastard/jackass or whatever bad things you can call me... You know why? Because everytime I like a girl and when I'm pursuing them, they are all taken...I'm so low..... I HATE MYSELF!!!
Why must I always be in this situation?? Why can't I be with a girl without all these trouble? WHY?WHY WHY?
That is why, I'm as bad as it seems.... I won't say the world is not being fair for me but I will say THIS! I'm THE ONE WHO PUT THOSE PEOPLE I LIKE IN A BAD SITUATION which is making them suffer... So dear, don't say its not fair for me...I'm the one should be apologizing cause I made u feel bad and guilty...I'm the one making myself being in that situation...It is all my fault!!!
I will move on with my life but I will give up pursuing girls...cause now I know what I wanted most and where I stand...and that is ***** **** ***!
"Things are impermanence but with our effort, we can make it permanent! "~John Sew..
Been waking up for many many times....each time I look at my phone, only 10 minutes had passed...in the end I gave up sleeping :)
Been walking about the house the whole night after everyone has slept and then curled up under my blanket on my bed trying to get some sleep~
Having insomnia I guess :)
And finally I endured till morning yay~ hahahaah!!
I just feel that I'm missing something....I guess I've turn back to "-1" :D
Kinda liking it and I won't let you guys know why :P
Gonna skip class for today as I don't get to do things right for now~
There's a video I wanna share.
There goes:
The video sux but what I wanna present is the song :)
Try closing your eyes and listen to the lyrics D: Cut of the cheating part~ Lets say the hardest thing to do is letting go of you...If I were to be given a chance,I wouldn't let go of you!!!
Before the night ends, just wanna blog about my feelings for today....she doesn't know and I don't want her to know...but I wanna let it out...so...
Oh yeah, I finally hate radio.Before this I was so obsess with radio but now I just hate it so much that I cry listening to it! Die you radio!!! Why you always play love songs when I'm not in the mood?!!!?!?! Guess what, every station does the same thing!!! ArrrrggHHH!!!!!
I really LOVE her and wanna embrace her with everything I can but I guess I'm not on the same boat as her anymore....I am on the other boat,driven off by the strong current to a far away place till I can't see her in my sight anymore....I don't want the gap!!! Not between us!!! How hard I have tried to resist and to control myself but I know...It is not LIKE anymore ^^ my feelings for her is too deep...and it is real...
Was having dinner at Sri Serdang just now after our last call...I just lost my appetite...Lost every mood to do things I wanted...even get myself in a bad condition where I feel like I'm sick... Anyhow, I'm happy^^ cause I get to know that my feelings for her is real...and I want her to be happy cause I LOVE her :)
"Loving someone means that you encourage,let him/her free, and respect his/her decision. In that way,that's the ultimate sacrifice we can do to show him/her how much we love them."~John Sew..
I tried to act all strong but I can't do it in here...anyhow I want you to worry not cause things have happened and I want you to carry on with the decision you have made. I might not be able to embrace you in my arms to give you warm,and secure but I will always watch you from behind,back you up and be there always when you need me :)
Wish you happy always! You must :P 永远深深和默默的爱着你，支持你，希望我的祝福能永远的点燃你的美好路途，笑口常开 :)
LOVE YOU!!!!
I'm so gonna miss you from now onwards...night and sweet dreams :)
I guess you are wondering why the title is set like this...read on and you will know :P
It was a surprise that Kai Wee woke up by HIMSELF and EARLY this morning ! :D You know why? It was because he got bitten by cockroach and he jumped out of his bed :P And and he resolved to revenge! hahahaha!!!
Here are some pictures~
Roach died~ Looks like blood eh :P Posing before lighting up the candle :P
Roachie got harden after got sprayed by Gatsby Hair Wax :D
Spraying time~
Posing before spraying roachie :D
Roachie was sprayed by the hair spray before buried by wax :D Died in a bad way lol!! I guess our whole house gonna get a bad karma :D
There is so many things we should't ask during a conversation and my personal favourite is " Is There Anything You Wanna Tell Me?" Seriously it is a shit word to begin with cause all the answer you will get is at the highest risk of what you don't wanna hear :P Or maybe I'm the only one which always get the answer I don't wanna hear? My life stinks! Hahahahaha!!!
Guess what? Today "we" got into a serious conversation because I used that word.....wtf.... And and I got something heart-striking...BANG and there goes instant heartache! Luckily it doesn't bleed or I'm dead by now lol!! I always and still wondering how she feels about me....and yet,I don't want things to end just like this! Let's say, I won't give up yet :P How's that?
Out of the blue, housemate asked what to have for dinner last night.... We were like.....err?huh?what to eat yeah? In the end Kai Wee suggested Murni at ss2 :P So we hopped into Eric's car and drove all the way to SS2~ When we reached, it was so pack....and the shop waiter even asked us to go to the other branch which is not far from there....but hell yeah!! we ain't going no where :D
Here are the pictures of the food we ordered~
Foods United!! Jeng Jeng Jeng~~
Our side order~ Cheese naan~
My Mee Raja.... The amount is huge....Nearly had my stomach burst by finishing it..
But it is seriously tasty!!!
Kai Wee's Nasi Goreng Soft Crab!! Totally awesome!
Eric's cheesy Carbonara! Lovely~
Iced Milo-I Luv U-Honeydrew specialx2
Min Jian's Lou Shi Fun~ It is even better then any chinese stall I had...seriously -.-
The hungry undeads lol!!!
More undeads xD
The restaurant :D
One word...Top notch!! You guys should try it too ~ Trust me!! No regrets!!! But the price a bit... :P Oops....forget the address again :P It is just behind Prince Restaurant and it should be easy to find hehe ^^ Enjoy!!~ And also be sure not to wear belt or some hard top pants...make sure it has rubber so it can expand :D You know what I mean? Hahaha!!!
Ebidon~
Chicken Katsudon~
Soon's dunno what ramen =.="
Inari xD
Yum Yum :)
Chilli Beef fries xD
This bottle appears when having study stress xD
Our static project~
Loo's and his cake xD
